一路 r0ad never return

踩这 踏实 的 道路。。

经过 了快乐 。 悲伤。

累了。。

让 谁 一路 同伴

到 最后 的终点 有睡在等待？？

是谁。。

能拥抱着 到 最后。。。

the road that had been going till so far. so lonely . so tired

what to get along the road?

what to drop along the road?

who will be waiting at the end of the road

with warming heart and tempting kiss.

Adventure up to mountain down to sea

*** c0le at gentIng ***

**** nice dAy at reDAng ***

First destination of my adventure day was in genting. Was on genting on 19 and 20 may. Jz a typical trip with few girls at up hill. The last time I have been there was 2 years back. Well there was no much change at there. Hehe finally I can had my first official betting in CasiNo.. hehe.. guess wat? Sure I get checked when each time I step to each casino. Nehh.. I am old enough to enter casino k. mr. guard.
Having indoor n oudoor games. Have fun during the trip.

Next down to sea adventure day was going to ReDAng the sun warming place.
Oh gosh… how nice n and beautiful redang beach was. At there, can tOtally relax without no phone call [ becoz lack of signal there ], net sufting, no traffic jam [ no car there.. hehe. Perhap of boat jam?? ] but is far and tiring to walk from one seaside to another.

Was in reDAng the day after back from genting which is 22 of may. At the same week, I have been get on to many kind of transport such as cable car, buses, car, speed boat, ferry. almost getting fed up of the long journey to REdang.. but is worth having holiday there.

What I did at ther? I did snorkeling, camwhore every where , beach clubbing , watching sun rise ( ** sad. 2 days oso cant c sunrise ) unfortunately , didt manage to see baby shark n sea tortoise.. haizz.. and the most thing I like most at there was the Sky was almost full of STAR.. it was so beautifull!!!!

Beside that, we search for blue eye tears nearby seaside too. It is amazing to search up n down in the sand to look for the amazing blue color of sand, but it jz last for few second . it will disappear once u catch it.

By the way , I was nearly sleep with the sea forever. Once when we was trying to swim around a small island to see the baby shark but the wave was strong when far fr0m sea. 10 of us were struggling to swim towards there. N I was the brave one who swim lead the first place .** n wat important is I not well in swimming. At last , we give up ,as it was to dangerous to go on with strong wave. Then I swim swim struggle far away from deep sea bec to seaside. G0sh.. so tired.

Next incident happened on the same day as well, when I was exciting fish feeding in the sea. Sudden storm n raining occurred. Was terrify because we are quite far fr0m our boat. As I look up after I at down ther fish feeding, the sky was so dark, and the wave start become stronger. Once again I need swim with whole of energy bec to boat. But I get scare as hw struggle I swim I was still far from our boat. That time jz 2 of my friends who still in sea. Other tourists were on boat ady. But luckily get rescue too. Nearly I want to give up swim back to boat. But I was so scare and was thinking how to get up to boat. I jz try my best to swim onwards to boat. Huhhh.. gob bless..

啦。。。。。 终于 从 热浪岛和 云顶 回来了。。 上山 下海 在同一星期里。。要命到。。 累得咯。 但还是 玩得 很开心。 尤其 是热浪岛啦。。 喜欢 平静的 海蓝色。。 夜里美丽的星星。。

好想念 那边 的 天空。 海洋。。 和星星。。

What i did...

nahh.. tis is my lovely hometown firstly renovated cinema....** BIG cinema ** lell.. no play play .. first movie i have at ther was " startrek " ya..
about the movie was rated 7/10.. is quite nice with story line.. no bad..
about the new cinema i have was 7/10 as well la.. i have my movie at 4pm on Thursday.. i thought cinema will only have less than 10 ppl go for same movie with us loll.
suprisingly it is m0re than 20 De... conclusion is - TI ppl is free n kaya to00..

other than that , at small town ya. audience seem to be n0t so respect of oth's audience lo.
during my movie, they is some ppl talking quite loud de.. little no shuang...

the new cinema overall is good la.. air-conditioning if can can be not so stingy lo.. can be m0re cold plz. h0pe ther are more latest m0vie on show lol..
p/s- our cinema can online b00king.. so advance huh... but if u wan to have student price. u nd to show ur student id n IC......!!!!! they thought we will cheat them v r nt studENT ??!!! haizzz..

okkie.. nx activity was ipoh trip... sienzzz.. look at my pic also know liao .. due to the reason i m having holiday n i have quite a lots of free time. so , jz follow mummy to ipoh havin shopping spree again... jz feel wanna vomit when everytime thinking to travel in car. i m the type of person who hardly to fall asleep in car o in bus.. then shit liao.. vy sienz in car.. so end up with tis pic...=_=lll..
about ip0h shopping spree.. did manage t0 get s0me stuff f0r myself.. keke.... heppy.. bt.. poor liao ler... $$$ in bank getting lower by lower.. who can help??? plzzzzzzzz





wahhhh... plz dun tel me u duno wat it is on the picture wohhh ?? is sad if u dun0...

obviously, can be seen is spagetti with fish?? yeaahh.. bingo!!! is fish fillet.. with spagetti.. material buying session... after that is COOKING... n EATiNG also la..
bt im nt the main chef...
jz a h0memade lunch c00king play session with buddy 'K' .. bt wat i did during tat session was. finish the plate above and stir the spagetti when it is boiling .. keke..

hehe im a vy vy gud chef helper yea...


apart fr0m that, i do have many hours of pepsi refiiling session at MCD with my GURLS as well.. chatting chatting.. n chatiingg.. with n0 end.. anyway i do enjoy n glad we did it.. appreciate every moment v r together.. as least i really feel warm and touch of wat v had did.. no much time n chance we can gather n do all tat.. i Think in future. ther is lesser chance for us to do so as well.. so...... v gossip mORE... NW 1st hehe... actually.. is tired to talk talk talk.... so long... bt i LIKE it...

i tHink that all wat i did these few days.. mayb gt oth i had left out.. by the way , i do start tiring of playing...... bt enjoy ..


*** i lazy to type slowly in chinese la.. n in 2 version .. so.. tis time kindly allow me to be lazy la. althought i do like write it in chinese too...

--- ALL... i will be away a week f0r my fastanstic holiday trip start from the day after 2morrow. yea.... so allow me to disappear f0r a week. will be bec with... a lot a lots of words n pictures later yea...

FREn who will be travel abroad. plz do take care.. sickness is every wher.. god bless..

plz do miss me.. coz i will.
muakzzz..

luv fr0m c0le...

** sleepy ady... nitee..zz light 0ff... mind clear. n sweet dream.. annoying fella.. dun appear in my dreamm.... go AWAy..!!!

我 的 天空 呢。。 sky whiCh bel0ng t0 me

** which one t0 choose .... this?

** or tis one ..... i.... i..... i....

同 一片 的 天空。
带来 的感觉 可以 很 突然。
可以 很 不一样。

暴风 雨过后。
明亮 的天空 以让 摊开 怀抱。
拥抱 准备 好 想 被 呵护 的你。

被影响 的 心情 一点 都不好。


晴天 会 再到来。

关了 灯。。 好好 再 睡睡吧


再怕 。。 也要 坚强
再累。。 也要 坚持
再痛。。 也要 忍着
再傻。。 也要 承认
再伤。。 也要 清醒


Two dramatic feel and thought with different mood of whether
Indeed it is still under same sky
From rainy day to sunny day
Fr0m sunny day to rainy day again

Repeat n repeating

***Listening Christmas tree by Emi fujita
Sudden of peaceful.

Searching.. searching.. n still searching
By still enjoy playing hide n seek.
--- c0me t0 find me --

周末

*** c0me c0me egg boiling... --- s0akiNG in h0t spRing p00l



**** eLephanT legs showiNg off....

周末 偷懒 了 一下下。。
没上来 涂涂 写写。。

周末 也真 没忙 些什么。。
没什么 可以忙。。
也不想 去忙。。
没心情 去忙。。

不好 意识 下

真 的 懒洋洋 下 。。

不在乎。。 到在乎。。在到 不用在乎的 .C0ncern and n0t t0 conCern

每一天 要在乎的 事很多。。
友情的，亲情的，感情的，还有 生活的 杂事。。。
一篓篓。。

众多 当中。。 有很多 是可以 选择性 的 去
不在乎。。 在乎。。或 不用在乎的。。

用了 力气 去选着 想 在乎 的。。
原来 用错 了 力量 在乎 些 不须 也 不该 在乎 的事
在乎 因为 有理由
不在乎 因为 想 不到 理由
不用在乎 因为 没有理由了

Concern because there is/ are reason to do so
Not to concern because there is/ are no reason to do so

Blue color candies
1 day 3 times.
1 times 1 tables.
Finish all.
Then can recover.

Easy to cure only with medicine
There is ailment unable to cure with medicine

luV fr0m c0le

aiy0

aikss.... eyes getting swallow and bengkak.. @_@lll . leg get oh ciak.. old fren - flu c0me visit t00. migraine c0me along..
everytime relaxing at h0me sure have the same problem

as what happen on last sem break. getting fever for 4 days continously . is really suffer to get on fever .. i thought what severe sick i had.. bt luckily no nig deal. so get terrify as bec h0me..

huhuuwwuwuw... plz dun fall sick.. stil gt plan f0r vacation.. cant.... cantttttt......
promise to take care well la...

need enjoy my h0liday with h0liday.. not with pillssssss.....

luv f0r c0le... muaakzzzz

停留

停留。。 再 看一看

这一秒。那里 都 不想去。。
就在 原地 。 傻傻 发呆 一下下 好了

一个人 走的 路 真的 会 特别 长 特别 久。
感觉 累了。。 半路 息 了 一下下。。
还 是 可以 继续 前走。。

时间 不能 停格。
停格 的 不是 时间。

细水长流 。。 多么 美妙。。
有 多 少 人 能 懂得。。

今天 对镜子 也能 笑的起来了。

小宝宝 。 满月快乐咯
快高 长大。。 听听话话。。
要长的 帅帅 的 。。 泡 个 水 美妹 咯。
呵呵。。

再 补上 宝宝 的 照片呀。

heppy full month little babe.... muaakzzz

外遇。。AFFAIR

男人的外遇 是理所当然的。。[ 是男人 还是 男生 为较 恰当]
女人的外遇 是不守妇道的。。[ 女生 和女人 都是 一样的 ]

在这年代。女人 也可以 不顾一切的 有外遇。。
但 偏偏 顾虑的 一定 会比 男人 更多。。


外遇。。出轨。 一时的 冲动。 一时 的 迷惑
外遇。。 没有回头的路 。 让人 无法自拔
出轨。。 没有 回轨的机会。。
外遇。。 隐瞒的 伤害。。
隐瞒 不等于 不 被伤害。。
出轨。。 一时的 激情 ，不小心的 爱情 还是 陷阱

外遇 是 有爱的 成分吗？
出轨 呢 ？？ 或 两者 是 一样的

你是 外遇 的游戏者 或是 外遇的 受害者呢。。。
那外遇 避免 的 了吗？
外遇。出轨的 结果。。 自己 想想 吧。。

Scratching head for the topic. Where should I start?

Man and women can have their own affair.
Man has the right to have it.
But not women?! Women do have right too.

If you love your partner and do not wish to hurt them
But why affair occur?

Illicit love affair barely t0 decide in between of right or wrong

Affair is unpredictable. So do love
Affair come with love?
Affair come with sexuality?

Pay for it once you thinking of having affair.
Brave to have it if you afford to do so.
games come with rules.

Can affair being avoided ?
Affair end with …
Love does not conquer all
Consequences in the trap of affair。。 think about it.

天晴了。。

天晴了。。 天依然的 那么 大， 那么亮，那么宽
那里 都可以 到达。。
那里 都可以 再 出发。。

看见了。。 再懂得。。
天 灰了 过后 还是 依然 的 蓝天 白云 着
不会 改变 的。。

什么 事 过后。。 再 从生 就好了。。

努力。。 加油。。。


sunny day ... good day f0r reb0rn . recharge
sunny day ... for forgiveness
sunny day ... for accepted forgiveness
sunny day ... prepare f0r a brand new day to begin again.

祝。。幸福 家庭

hehe. had attended fren wedding yesterday... it has been a long long time didt attend wedding dinner. n tis is 1st time attend fren wedding as well ..is a kind of blessing to see the sweet couple goin till so far. hope tat they can go till the end road of life.. hehe

and ya. tat nite.. nt able to capture the sweet lover bride and bridegr00m lallz..
jz manage to capture the pic above *_*lll
left 1 at 1st jz sarsi.. haha.. right 1 l00k like wat lell?? ya lol. u r guessing right.. TIGER.. y nt cal it lion.???!! crapping...
get f0rce t0 alchol-ing by Fren.. bt indeed i dun like to have tiger ler.. nt smell gud n n0t nice to drink oso.. m0re prefer liqour.. ** ok.. im nt gud in drinking de ** get called by small gurl as well. n stil f0rce to drink.. so bad.. bt i clever de mahh.. n0e t0 tipu tipu de la.. drink little by little ma.. haha...
bt didt get drunk la.. if nt get caught by mama.. then so shit liao..
bt poor guy get drunk lallz. .. @@@@@@@@...
ok is time t0 zzzzz.. can sweet nite t0day loll.

gud nitezzz...

luv from c0le

黑夜之 恶魔

Little salty fishy.. one of the among tidbits that most of us used to have at our young age. Hehe .. I had killed s0me of fishy lately… saw it at one place and had decided to bring them h0me.. n killed them..** indeed they r nt alive be4 ** wahaha. Crazy..==== yeahh. They r little , salty .. nice to eat ya.. bt if their stomach can fill with choco. Then will be m0re nice yaa.. luv it.. CHOCO… gonan putting on weight again f0r tis h0liday.. choco , ice-cream. Choco and choco ice- cream * screaming !!!* stop it NOW…

Read a report lately which stated that choco is not advisable to consume together with milk. Is not gud f0r digestion.. *_*lll foods I like most.. n drink I drank often.. cant be together anymore.. divorced btw milk n choco is needed indeed . sad case . They r not match n cant b consume t0gether.

Tis rules jz same as relationship btw 2 person. If u found that is danger o nt comfortable t0 de together along. The oni solution is .. Separation.!!!! F0r the sake of happiness .

ps – sorry f0r the unclear photo.

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害怕 黑夜 的 到来。。 很不喜欢。。 使人 失眠。。 但每一天 黑夜 从不曾失职 过。。 每一天 都会 准时的 报到。

黑夜 ， 有什么 的可怕呢？ 黑夜 会让人 更 容易的 觉得 孤独 寂寞。。 黑夜 会 更 容易 让人 勾起 不少 的 伤痛的 画面。。 让人 更 难以 入眠。。 每每 都 希望 黑夜 快点 过去。。 看见 美丽 的 日出。。

黑夜 是恶魔 ， 带来的 是 一段一段 不愿 想起 的 回忆。白天 是天使。。 一直 都这么想的。。至少 白天 会更 理智 些。。
黑夜的恶魔 ， 不断 魔咒 着让 人 更容易 犯错。。 呵呵。。 再也 不会那么 容易 被恶魔 怂恿 。 坚持 着 就可以了。。
夜晚 会 想念 更多。。想念的不能 说出口。更不敢 说出口。。
有了 期望， 就 可能 会失望。 有了 承诺， 也可能 会违背承诺。讲的 都 理所当然的。

虽 没 碰过 什么 你死 我活 的 感情。。 什么 没有 你没有 我 怎么样 那么样 的 事。。 这些 都是 虚伪 的。 听多了。看多了。。 原来 什么 都不会 是。。
很不得 想 巴醒自己。。 怎么 让自己 陷入 这么 多的 幻觉。 真 不懂 保护 自己， 或是 保护 得 太多了 ？？ 搞不懂 了啦。 是 太容易 被欺负 了 嘛？为什么 不断 被欺负。。


你 的黑夜 是怎么样的呢 ？？

心情之一

今天是劳动节。。 尔。。 好像没影响到我呀。。 因为 我不是 工做 一族。。 现在 是我的假期。。假期 几多 下咯。。 所以没什么特别咯。。不过，实习的 朋友们呵， 是你们 的 快乐假期咯。哈哈。。



原来 变得 勇敢了 就 不会感到 容易想哭了。。 连悲伤时 也得努力 痛 哭才能
痛快 的 哭一场呢。。 是这样吗？？可以是 这样嘛。。
你来　搞乱了原本　安然的　日子。。　好不容易　回复元气。。　现在　又打回原形。。　很累　了呀要处理　那么　多次的　伤口。。。　
一切的 发生 没有 责怪 过 谁 。 因为 不会 有对错。。 只觉得 是 过程。。
以为 考虑 对了 ， 考虑好了就不会错。原来 也是会 错的。试问 ：“ 谁人 没错。” 错也只能 为 下次 的 过程 考虑更多 更加 谨慎 就好了。。 没什么 大不了的。。
想不到 什么再能说的 。 有过 崩溃 的 时候。。 都过去了。有过 一个人 流着泪 对自己 说 没关系的时候。。 也熬过去了。
一切 的 话语 。曾说过 什么 然后 又变了什么 。 现在 只是 一场 笑话 了。。。

即使 懂得 以后 不知会 怎么样。。 但还是 努力 这 去 接受 曾经的 一切。。 也想过 要放弃 但 还是 努力 试着 接受。。 很认真的。。相信　一切。。　但 一切 被打碎了。。谁 不够好。谁的不对。谁的多余。。 都 量的 到嘛？？！
当一方 选着 放弃 ，令方 的 坚持 也会没 的 意义 的。别傻了。。还是 要 一些 时间 和空间。。很想问 为什么 这样 的事 再发生。。 这个问题。。 问了谁能 回答？？！ 很 不想问。。 不想说出口。。 不要问为什么了。。

原谅 。。这样 很好。。

两性之间 处理 不当 就会让 恐怖 的 摩擦 发生。。

知道 朋友 的 故事 更为 动人。。 两人的 坚持， 勇敢， 体谅。。 能 胜过 家人 的 反对阿。。。！！ 希望 他们会坚持 到底。。祝福 你们。。

也要 谢谢 大鸟哥哥。。K 。。 威。。 玲。 你们 的 温暖。。 还有 把温暖 让给我的 朋友。。 我懂得。。
知道 我会更好好过。。 我没事 只能对自己这么说。。不会 让自己 难过。。 不会 再 让自己 变得 以前 如此 的 放纵。。
真的 会是 你的 快乐 让我内伤。。 但 内伤 还是有痊愈的 时候。。

劳动节 快乐。。

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Aiyo.. vy N.O.O. B 2day la.. Thought planning goin salon f0r hair treatment 2day so that can　b leng leng attend fren’s wedding dinner 2mr lalz. Bt I ………… fORGOT t0day is LABOr DAyz.. +_+lll . is CLOSE….
Aiks. Nvm go on sat.. keke. Numb betul…
Ai ya.. t0day nd t0 think wat I nd to do…aikss.. any suggestion nt? I WAN bec t0 work lall.. sienz till gr0w mushr00m. built spider web… arrrrrhhh…!!!!! Beh tahan…..



hEPPy lab0r daYZ…